BANg Bang!!!!!!!

my soft sides getting harder.......

Thu, 12 Jan 2006 02:21:54 GMT

do you understand now?.....
well this is me striving for more...not for me but for others.....
these walls are bare and the room empty......
this is me with no outside influences and the door is locked...

Colored or gray

Tue, 10 Jan 2006 06:02:28 GMT

colored is more of a burden then a prize....Colored is not a thing of beauty or a judgement of beauty but the way you choose to live your life....If you strive to help others then you are colored...and if you live for yourself you are gray...just stop now its not fare to be dicks about it. shes not judging you and she still loves you all the same.....so stop with the hurtful comments because i love your livejournal drama...you make things so much bigger then they are....by postng thus shit shut the fuck up.....im not colored but know what she means and its not to hurt but to guide you to live for more so give her a fucking break.....and you say stop bitching look at yourself look at me......

love josh

Sat, 31 Dec 2005 08:03:29 GMT

joshuaxarson: we have broken like a glass bottle on to the floor and we where sent far far away
XiamfashioncoreX: aboce the lights and window pains lay the heavy heart of a broken soul tormented and scorn
joshuaxarson: for all to see
joshuaxarson: oh scorn i send you my haterd with fist clinched
XiamfashioncoreX: and th8s forht the wrold shall ever be so
joshuaxarson: i she farther then many eyes can meet and one has clapped to me falling
joshuaxarson: to take the place on her throne
XiamfashioncoreX: throne yet broken and though, what broken once is in the eyes of those who hold the hearts in the hands of those who calm the seas
joshuaxarson: i would set sail across seas to not feel this scorn this torture
XiamfashioncoreX: indeed, the skyi sf alling and the world will raise its eyes to thee
XiamfashioncoreX is away at 2:42:58 AM.
joshuaxarson: with fist clinched, i will fight,fight back for one more sunshine and she can watch as i struggle
joshuaxarson: with fist bleeding i will not give in to this but this is where we say goodbye and head on are way,in different directions and maybe the stars will guide me to her grace

Auto response from XiamfashioncoreX:
what good is talking with empty words

XiamfashioncoreX returned at 2:46:38 AM.
XiamfashioncoreX: there are two differetn types of noodles, and the boil is so bright that they stir themselves but the flavouring gives them their color
joshuaxarson: for sir she speaks of me gray, neutral, we can not blend she speaks for i would make the picture horrible
XiamfashioncoreX: indeeed but a shadow breings character to any sunset
joshuaxarson: in the absence of light i am there amist the stars and moon, my calling to her light her sunshine... a spectical of my eyes....color that fills my heart that no artist could portair
joshuaxarson: she wishes beauty not details
joshuaxarson: i am only a coat I could never warm her, she wishes of a kingdom to warm her frozen feet
XiamfashioncoreX: details bring beauty and portraits are simply that of essence of life, and indeed life shall be portrayed
joshuaxarson: she wish not detail for i would devorer the color in time she will not bend or fold
XiamfashioncoreX: orgami is more than a way of life my good sire
joshuaxarson: yet i see that now, was my eyes blinded with a blind fold of beauty

farewell all my bed is calling forever and allways

I will not see you for months and months

Mon, 19 Dec 2005 00:17:12 GMT

Blah.....

Eat it

pictures in black in white

Sat, 26 Nov 2005 05:49:29 GMT

Tear at the seems,

but you cant stop us now,

that ones for all you kids that talk shit.....

Thu, 24 Nov 2005 22:58:52 GMT

Bang Bang Bang

HAPPY THANKSGIVING
love josh

Mon, 21 Nov 2005 23:51:37 GMT

NERD what??????

Sat, 19 Nov 2005 23:47:19 GMT

josh moon says "meow".... done. I dont like life and i want to die do it now

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Tue, 15 Nov 2005 13:28:22 GMT

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Sun, 06 Nov 2005 08:37:42 GMT

My Friends = Family
so dont fuck with them....

With fist like this,
Ill spilt your lips

Mon, 31 Oct 2005 19:13:08 GMT

Happy Halloween!!!!!

I found out today i was allready wearing my halloween costume...

Sun, 30 Oct 2005 07:21:27 GMT

lust =you being selfish

Fri, 21 Oct 2005 23:15:08 GMT

your the spectical of my dreams,

but reflections of the past cant stop me now,

when dreams become real,

and.......

and flowers to the beloved kiss around my lips

Tue, 11 Oct 2005 12:28:54 GMT

im just dying to fly..
and its so cold in this basement
and hurts doing hell
and when all my pictures keep on talk
and ive tryed standing still
and were back to where we started
and i wont get on my knees
and my soft sides getting harder
when you said your leaving me

randy mclian....

i hate calling people... i feel like a total dick ahhhhhh
but i love talk to people its weird

Mon, 10 Oct 2005 12:28:13 GMT

theres no reason to hold on now...

Sat, 08 Oct 2005 06:28:00 GMT

Maybe this is love but its like you said,

love is just a role that we play,

and i believe in you so much,

that i would die for the words that you say,

-dashboard